That’s been my day: yuck! I’ve been quite painful in my throat and just not wanting to do anything. I tried to take my amoxicillin when I remembered this afternoon and then I promptly vomited it up. So much for that. I’m able to take my Zofran, but I’m afraid to take anything else. This is the first day that I haven’t taken a shower either. I did put on three 25 mcg/hr fentanyl patches on, so I’ll see how I feel tomorrow. I’m thinking it’s time for the G-tube. I think I’ll be calling tomorrow morning to schedule that. I still haven’t eaten anything today, just drank some water. I may think about some juice. I just don’t think I have it in me to take down Ensure today.
Opera was good last night, but I had to do a lot of spitting which is quite unladylike, and I’d get serious cold chills after every time I would move around some (like to go to the bathroom to spit :-/). I was tired last night, but able to get my act together enough to get home and put myself to bed.
It’s getting harder. I wanna cry but it hurts so bad to do so that I have to control myself. Life sucks right about now.